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Being honest - I just don't want to start again

Monday, October 29, 2018

So here it is. I've gained back almost all the weight I lost - once again. And I don't want to start over once again. But I also want to fit in my clothes, be healthy, feel good, and not struggle physically with this added weight. So I find myself back at sp, looking for support, looking to read anything positive, just trying to find a starting point. And I think I have located that point. For me is starts with being honest. I don't want to do the work. But I do want the benefits and I have started, once again, looking at the benefits. Because for me the truth is, forward or backward. I don't, ! want to gain anymore weight to have to eventually deal with. And that is what has been happening and will continue to happen if I don't just stop. Stop and start dealing with this - at least by admitting the truth and continuing to move on, in the right direction, once again.
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    Fall down, get back up.
    480 days ago
    Hey I just started again for the second time. I decided I want to take care of me. The best support group I have found is here at Spark. We can do this together!
    486 days ago
  • HOLLYM48
    The first step is the toughest. It is hard to accept that the weight comes back on soooo easily, and it takes so much effort and energy to take it off. Just do your best. One day at a time, one meal at a time. Best of luck to you. SP is always here and we will help you get to where you want to be.
    486 days ago
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    I hear you, and I don’t want to start again either!! More importantly, I want this to be the last time that “I don’t want to start again” comes out of my mouth!! emoticon emoticon
    487 days ago
  • SISUGAL906
    Right there with ya.
    487 days ago
  • SISUGAL906
    Losing weight sucks and its easier to keep eating what we want. It's a 5 second decision to pick it up or put it down. The rest of the 86,395 seconds of the day, we have to carry the burden of that decision on our hips and knees. Chose well. 💜
    487 days ago
    Just take it one day at a time--it adds up.
    487 days ago
    You're moving in the right direction! Keep your chin up!
    487 days ago
    A step in the right direction. emoticon emoticon
    487 days ago
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