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Wednesday, September 26, 2018

I'm so ashamed of everything I haven't done. I lost my 295 day log in streak. I can't find the ah-ha moment that makes my entire life turn around. I can't stick with anything long enough to say that anything works or doesn't work for me. I'm always living in the future where everything is a wasteland - my dogs and family all dead and me alone.
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  • CATIATM
    I don't know that I can offer any sage advice, as I struggle with some of the same issues. I am trying to learn to "eat the frog" (a Mark Twain quote) so that procrastination doesn't result in me thinking about lots of things and doing none of them. I hope you find what you need to make the changes you want. emoticon
    318 days ago
  • DARCY-B
    Fear is a struggle for most humans, the ones who identify it and admit it anyway. Feel the fear, but push through and continue to live anyway. Focus is no easy task. Exercise is a great tool for self distraction.
    797 days ago
  • KITTYHAWK1949
    shoulda, coulda, woulda doesn't help. be proud of a 295 day log steak and now you can start a new one to see if you can beat that one. the past is gone and the future never happens as we think it will so try to just be present. You are worth it. Be positive and happy. You can do it.

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    797 days ago
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