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Wednesday, September 05, 2018

Today is the initial weigh in for BLC38. When I stepped on the scale today I knew it would be bad but I was devastated to see I'm pretty much back to my highest weight ever. I'm less than 10 lbs away from where I was after having my second child. The kids are 7 and 10 now - seriously.

I'm feeling very disappointed in myself. Frustrated that I'm back here after promising myself it would never happen. I made it down to my goal weight once a couple of years ago so why am I in this position now?

I've been giving it a lot of thought lately. A lot of different feelings have shown up around this issue with me. I'm hoping I can work through them with the help of my teammates on my BLC team this round.
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