It's been 3 days
Tuesday, September 04, 2018
Three days since I moved out of the home I shared with my partner and his parents for the better part of 2 years. That's a minuscule amount of time compared with how long I was there, yet it seems like I've been here much longer than 3 days. I'm comfortable here.
My classes started this week and I'm already working on my online coursework. I pick up my first shift at my old retail job tomorrow evening. Life goes on. Of course in the dark of night I still wonder if I made the right decision, ponder how I could still be laying next to the man I love - for better or worse. But this will be good for me - has already been good for me.
I had a rough week in terms of exercise and food intake prepping for my move but I'm already well on my way to getting back to my healthy habits. I visited the school gym for the first time yesterday and I believe I'm finally in the right head space to go there regularly now. I have my own refrigerator in the room here so I can stock it full of healthy things.
Sometimes I didn't eat so well at the last place simply because I didn't have it in me to clean up the horrible kitchen mess just to feed myself and I'd wind up eating a hot dog or something else less than great.
I've shed the water and sodium weight I gained and I'm back to what I weighed pre-move drama. I won't quite achieve my goal weight by goal date but life happens eh? I'm still leaps and bounds better off than I was when I started all this.
Now I'd best get back to my Cost Accounting homework, no more procrastinating on Spark