Monday, July 30, 2018
I stopped and I have failed myself. Being a twin mom, especially this late in life, is hard...it sucks. Trying to maintain them, chores, marriage (well trying to) and I just stopped caring about me. But I'm fat, and hate where I still am. I hate I still have this much baby weight, that I don't take pride in myself anymore, and that I quit trying to better myself.
I know that i need to take care of myself to help be a better mom. If I like (or love ) me again, I will be much better to my boys (all3) because I won't resent it all as much.
I love my family with everything I have...time to love me too. I have got to find the perfect balance.