What am I even doing?
Tuesday, July 24, 2018
Having a really rough week Sparkers... the weather has been heavy, muggy and rainy and while we've needed the rain, I can't really go for a lunchtime walk in a thunderstorm. To top it all off, there's tension in the household between the in-laws and my partner and myself and I'm really just considering moving out completely. I'm almost 30 and I'm tired of living with his elderly parents when he seems to have no plan for getting us out of there and into a home of our own... I can't afford a place alone but I can still rent a room somewhere that's clean and where I don't have to deal with my in-laws and the passive aggressive weirdness and the shade they been casting my way. And things haven't been amazing with my partner either so I feel like I just need a break somewhere.... There's something really appealing about the idea of living in my own little space again, sharing the house with a few other independent ladies who respect each other but let us have our privacy and such. *sigh* I really have no clue what I'm even doing with myself.