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Oh dear, I was blind, but now I see

Tuesday, July 24, 2018

It's been a year and a week since my family's accident. My cousin lost her husband and 2 children). All through that time there have been a lot of lows, like, A LOT... Therapy has helped some, but I didn't care enough about myself or my future to manage my stress, emotions or health well.

My weight has ballooned, my health has declined, my physical pain has multiplied.

I realize, I know and I admit to myself and to anyone who reads this, I am eating myself in to an early grave and - IT STOPS NOW!

I am a closet eater and have not made myself accountable to anyone. So as part of this process, I am going to blog my daily (or somewhat daily) whatever... What I eat or my emotions... My therapist says I don't talk about myself enough, well I guess that is gonna change! ;) I have quashed my sadness and loneliness with food for far too long.

Here I am world - I weigh 270 lbs and I am an eataholic!
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  • _RAMONA
    I'm sorry life has been so hard. This is a great first step in a better direction.
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    576 days ago
  • ARNETTELEE
    You can do it!
    576 days ago
  • YELLA722
    Way to self analyze yourself. That's half the battle thinking of you, your habits, eating style. It's hard focusing all about you ... but y ou need to be a healthier you. You got this. Welcome to journey of getting to be you again!
    576 days ago
  • no profile photo ROSSYFLOSSY
    Way to take responsibility! 👍🏻 Now go get em! 💪🏻👍🏻
    576 days ago
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