Butterflies & tattoos... decision to make

I love butterflies and what they represent - re-birth! (to me anyway)



I have this vision of a ankle tattoo with a red butterfly and a blue butterfly coming together with a emerald green heart in the middle and a very cute bow tying it together in the back of my ankle - I might even have the red and blue butterfly drawn again on my foot.....

The Blue butterfly is for Twin A (I always put blue on him when he was little and to this day his favorite color is still Blue)

The red butterfly is for twin B - (I always put red on him when he was little and to this day his favorite color is still Red)

and the emerald green heart - is for my favorite color and these boys are truly my heart!



Why the decision - because i have never gotten a tattoo before, I don't even know where to start researching a tattoo parlor and I think my DH is against it - I am scared - I know it will hurt and I honestly have no idea why i want one - only that i do.

I am thinking about making it my gift to myself when I feel completely comfortable in my own skin - I have not been getting on the scale - except for once a month - it has been helping focusing on me and how I feel instead of a number on a electronic device.

What to do - what to do??? this is completely out of my comfort zone - and I do not know if I am truly brave enough to do it......



PS this blog is mostly for me to go back to reference it if I need to.. Thank you