Hey you guyssss!
Thursday, December 28, 2017
Welp I'm back! Turns out I can't do this on my own. I have recently found out I am diabetic and I don't want to live the rest of my life on pills or shots. So I have to change not just for myself but for my future babies.
Me and my Hunny are to be married in October 2018 and I really don't want to be a unhealthy wife. We want a family and I want to have healthy pregnancies and I want to be able to play with my kids at the park not just watch them..
This is really the first time in my life that I have started to think about my future and what a impact my weight has on it. I get so pissed at my self for getting as big as I have. I just don't understand why I give up so easy when I start losing weight.
But this time around I have my Hunny who is totally supportive in getting healthy me and him both have many pounds that we need to get rid of. And have decided to work as a team since obviously doing it alone doesn't really pan out.
So here is to 2018! May it be the best year of our life! May I have the strength mentally and physically to achieve my small goals to reach my big ones!