Doing this... finally
Tuesday, October 17, 2017
It's been a while.
That's a good thing, for the first time.
Usually, if I'm gone, it means I've fallen off the wagon and don't want to track, because all I'm eating are cookies or cakes and pies and pizza and chips... you get the point.
Not this time.
I love spark. Spark helped get me here. Spark is the reason. 100%. Except...
I got too dependent on spark. If I wasn't tracking, I wasn't doing well. I felt like a failure. So I had to track every day. I couldn't figure it all out.
And I started doing it again, but I would be so busy, I'd forget, and I'd make it through the day without tracking, and still eating just fine.
I'm finally getting it, and finally accomplishing most of what I want and need. I'm close to the size I'd like to be close to my goal weight and I finally don't exactly care. Yes, I'm going to keep going, but I'm gaining confidence and comfort in my shape.
Health is my goal and I'm making progress every day.
I'll try to check in, but I feel like a kid leaving home... I finally am realizing it is all on me. I got this.