Feeling very sad and lost.
Tuesday, September 19, 2017
I just wanted to write a blog this evening about a few things going on in my life right now and it is a very hard decision that i had to do is step down as leader for the Winter Challenge. I started my team 2 years ago and have shared so much with my team and they have been there for me through everything and always supports me. And i want to say thank you to each and everyone of them and hope they understand my decision i made. And my son has type 1 diabetic and he is a 15 year old boy who thinks he knows everything in life already. And doesn't no anything about life yet. He is making straight f's in school and seems like he really doesn't care. He treats me with no respect at all . Last night he even told me he was leaving that i couldn't tell him what to do because i took his cell phone because of his grades so he is really mad at me for this. He also he didn't care about his diabetes he didn't care what his numbers are.And also he isn't talking to me today. So this mother is really heart broken right now. I love my son with all my heart he is my life. No i didn't give birth to him but we adopted him at 3 1/2 months old he was the child i could never have. So that made me so happy when he came into my life. So now he is treating me this way. But one thing i will say no matter how bad he treats me i will always love him forever. And for my weight i do hope that i can stay focused with losing weight and not give up. So going to try my best to stay strong and get through each day as it comes. Thank you for stopping by my post.