I've FINALLY decided to stop worrying about my sister---
You know, I am a tad thick headed---
You see, my sister is on the brink----well, to put it pretty bluntly, she has about 2 mos at the most , on this earth--
so, of course, my heart bleeds for her----
I want to surround her with hugs, food and happiness---
This morning I called her -She lives quite far from here--
I said, "Hi sister, I just want to say hello"--
And she said, "I'm on my way to go out, so goodbye":--
And this is how it has gone over the years---
And I can't change it---
Now my Himself keeps telling me, to forget her--just carry on--that she has never had time for me---
How come he is so smart-?
----but- my heart just drips with kindness for her---I want to make her life so happy --like right now!
Lord love A Duck!--It's FINALLY getting in my head------like--LEAVE HER ALONE---She has to do her own thing--- that I can't help a person who refuses help--
And one more thing--the neighbour lady called yesterday and told me thaty Mama Bear was up in her apple tree, throwing apples down to her 2 little ones---
The neighbour asked me to get her husband who was down at their dock and tell him , so he wouldn't come up to their house and walk into Ms Bear and twin baby bears-
Now I could do this-----
I guess you have to pick and choose who to help eh?
Lord love a Duck!---life can be tough!