Tuesday, January 24, 2017
Trying very hard to stay focused and eat healthy. I am very upset with myself that I let myself get to this point. I weigh as much as I did when I was pregnant. I struggle with anxiety and depression and my entire life I have had weight issues along with it. I am presently working with a couple people who recently lost a lot of weight and it is very difficult for me not to feel envy and I'm afraid to say it, even jealousy. I am again going through medication changes and hoping to find some level ground where I can feel whole again as well as be fit and healthy. Here's to a new way of life!!!