Sunday, September 11, 2016
My sugar challenge is asking me to blog about my food cravings.
Yesterday I had a pretty big lunch at the museum but I brought home my leftovers to eat for dinner because it was going to be a huge caloric hit anyway, but splitting it into two meals made it more reasonable. At 11 o'clock at night I wasn't even hungry anymore but I've been thinking about the little personal pizza that I had planned to eat before I realized I was having lunch at the museum. I had an F it moment and popped it in the microwave. Meanwhile I realize that I had thought the package said 300 calories for the whole thing and it actually said 300 calories for half the thing. I know there is no way it was only going to eat half of this tiny 6 inch pizza. I thought oh okay well if I'm going to go overboard by 300 calories might as well go overboard by 600 calories because I really want this cheese. I ate the whole thing. I wasn't hungry. I'm not even sure what I was craving. I feel ridiculous now especially since yesterday the new scale came in and just that morning I stood on it and realize that I gained 4 pounds in these last couple months between one my last scale broke and I bought this one. I've just been out of control the only difference is that now that I'm on antidepressant I actually care though I'm out of control. The antidepressant didn't fix it just now I care. And I have to do something.