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Relationships are like my diets

Thursday, August 11, 2016

Well at least I'm getting the nutritional part of my diet down, or was. Bad break up! Same man different face just he kept it hidden longer. I'm forced to go back to Ohio. My ex husband is trying to intimidate me into going back to him. Not happening. I need to be alone awhile to deal with why I keep making the wrong choices. Seriously feel like I might be dealing with some ptsd. I'm going to be ok. Just send me prayers, love, hugs, peace, good thoughts, vibes, kisses, sunshine, etc. As I'm going back to Ohio with what I came here with. Nothing :(
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    300 days ago
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    You know we do tend to suffer PTSD after an abusive relationship. I know I do. I still react with panic, over something most people wouldn't give a second thought, 25 years after my first one. I've been completely safe from the second one for 6 years (how long it's been since he died) but I will still scream if someone suddenly appears...like the boy coming home and I don't hear him, then he walks in a room I'm in. Thinking it's about time to go back to therapy and focus on treating the PTSD more than just relating what happened...because that part really didn't help me.
    1768 days ago
    I think you are very brave. Maybe a fresh start is what you need. I hope you have some friends and/or family to help support you at this stressful time. If you suspect ptsd, maybe sone counseling could help. Our thoughts are with you!
    1768 days ago
    1768 days ago
  • G.I.JANE
    He was the exact opposite. He worked 19 years same job. Really sweet for a long time. He started getting stressed about work and taking it out on me.
    1768 days ago
    I can relate as my first husband was enough to give anyone a heart attack. I did learn from the experience though and broke myself of the bad boy fetish. My advice is to find someone that is the exact opposite of your ex. It worked for me. Sending lots of prayer and hugs.
    1768 days ago
    Sorry to hear it. Sending prayers your way
    1768 days ago
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