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That Awkward Moment...

Sunday, August 07, 2016

That awkward moment when you feel like you SHOULD update but you don't want to relive the horror that has been your life the last few days!

I sure don't want to go through it all again, because it makes my blood pressure rise, and I am finally now just getting over things.

I will give you the biggest annoyance and the short version of that one detail of my madness...

Some buttheads decided to hack our cell phone account, upgrade our phones to iphones, which meant we could no longer use our phones. It took a week to sort this out, I had no phone for a week (and I do not have a house phone). Then we are told to go to the AT&T store to get our phones reactivated. While waiting for them to do that, my dad's car gets hit in the parking lot (luckily they saw her trying to walk away and saw her do it so she was stuck having to pretend like she wasn't trying to walk away, I yelled at her for sure LOL)... so then we find out they can't activate our phones because of the fraud. And the fraud department has to okay it but they are already closed for the day. So yeah that was the cluster to end all clusters.

Some drama at work about some girl taking a non story and turning it into a story, funny cuz I confronted her yesterday and told her that on her story that she was telling about me, I just wanted her to have the correct facts. Yeah you should have seen her stupid face... I have learned that now that I'm 30, I no longer play around. If you are wrong, and it concerns me I'm going to tell you.

So Wed-Fri was all crap. I ate and I ate, because I am a stress eater. That doesn't make it right, but it's how I react to stress. The funny part about that is the actual stress eating leads to more stress because it leads to weight gain and anxiety because of the overeating. So the fact I continue to do it makes NO SENSE. So I'm working on that. Yesterday was okay, I ate over my calories but still enough to have a slight calorie deficit. I am trying to make today a better day. I have to say part of me really wants to lose this weight and part of me doesn't give a tiny rats butt if I lose it. I am hoping that is just the stress talking... I guess time will tell. emoticon
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  • no profile photo INCH_BY_INCH
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    1606 days ago
  • HMBROWN1
    Sorry to hear about your troubles! Lucky you caught the girl who hit your car. Have a great weekend!
    1766 days ago
  • EMMACORY
    Hope the phone issue has been resolved and you are back on track. Have a healthy weekend!
    1767 days ago
  • DAWNSUCCESS
    Glad you called the colleague out on the silliness. There's no need for drama at work. Good on you to stop it.
    1767 days ago
  • no profile photo JSEATTLE
    New week, new leaf. So sorry to hear about the Fraud and the Storyteller. As if we didn't have enough in a day to deal with, Criminy!
    1770 days ago
  • MALAMI518
    What an awful week! I hope that everything starts going more smoothly soon.

    This line hit me like a sledgehammer: " I have to say part of me really wants to lose this weight and part of me doesn't give a tiny rats butt if I lose it. " It has summed up my feelings for just over a week now. And I've been hating myself for it. But I think I'm working my way past the hatred at least...slowly.

    Take care of yourself!
    1770 days ago
  • BONNIEMCC488
    I'm also a stress eater, so I understand. I'm sorry all that happened, one thing after another, some weeks are like that! Glad you're starting to get things sorted out but I know it's a big annoyance and ordeal when it's happening!
    1770 days ago
  • SHOAPIE
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    1770 days ago
  • no profile photo CD12525212
    i went through that ATT fiasco last year. All I can say is sometimes people suck!
    1770 days ago
  • IDICEM
    That's a bad week. Hope this one is better!
    1771 days ago
  • no profile photo CD14034154
    Steph,

    Girl, I'm so sorry that you've have such a week and have been put through the ringer. You and I are in the same boat. It's been almost a year since, I've been told NO EXERCSING! Yet, when I asked the surgeon, about exercising, he told me to go for it, and there would be nothing that could stop me. WRONG!!! because of the surgery, the latter part of July, I haven't been even able to walking from one room to another, without being in pain, so I will do my baby steps one day at a time, and I will go as God allows me to go.

    Blessings!

    - Nancy Jean -
    GA
    1771 days ago
  • SUSIEMT
    Wow! I feel your pain! I wouldn't want to have your week at all!! Good luck sweetie!

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    1771 days ago
  • BABYBARNEY
    OMG...that's a ROUGH week...means you have no where to go but UP to a BETTER one this week!!! Your body is letting you know how it feels after stress eating, so get yourself some Luke Bryan & get to steppin, & singin & eating well...I know you will get back on track!!! emoticon
    1771 days ago
  • LOSEDAPOUNDS
    It's great that you still have your sense of humor even with a crappy week. Hope this week is better!
    1771 days ago
  • AQUAGIRL08
    emoticon Maybe today will be the start of a better week.
    1771 days ago
  • DSHONEYC
    I just heard on the news about this latest scam...and sorry you got stung. Hugs to you to get through this and everything else that comes your way!
    1771 days ago
  • MISCHAKEO
    What a difficult week.. Hang in there and feel better soon..especially when you get the phone company to cooperate. emoticon
    1771 days ago
  • BLACK_CANARY19
    Sorry you are having such a rough week. Hopefully this week is better for you!! Sending positive vibes your way!
    1771 days ago
  • FELINEBETTER
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    Wow! Really bad week! The only way to go is up from here, Girl! (Except on the scale of course!)
    1771 days ago
  • NASFKAB
    what a tough week happy you confronted your silly coworker hugs positive vibes going your way
    1771 days ago
  • OVERWORKEDJANET
    Sending you good vibes and calming thoughts.
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    1771 days ago
  • EISSA7
    Having NO phone for a week sounds absolutely awful!! I hope the situation resolves today....
    The car being hit in the lot and the woman trying to leave = anger boiling point!
    Love that you are assertive and taking care of things head on.... Good for you!!
    1771 days ago
  • PENOWOK
    Nasty stuff out there! I hope they find the hackers and deal with them. Sometimes you just have to call them out (person at work, lady who hit your dad's car). But just for today, good eating day!
    1771 days ago
  • DEBVNE
    You have had a weeeeeeek! Wow, and to think I thought mine was rough...perspective! May karma totally seize the creepsters who hacked into your account...for realsies. Yay for Dad catching the despicable woman responsible for the hit and run fiasco. Keeping things real and to the point with the person at work, do what feels right to you. Clueless rarely get stuff, even when we try and clarify. Then again, if more people called out the untruths and false crud...maybe some of that nonsense would end. If you figure that one out...let me know, okay?!

    Stress eating won out early last week for this girl, no doubt about it. Then I fought really hard to let go of its hold over me...major improvement by week's end. Food becomes the problem and center stage, annnnnd I just have to move beyond that nonsense. This is a kick some major hiney/take control, play your best game kind of week. Join me...

    Love and hugs, young friend!
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    1771 days ago
  • BESSHAILE
    sending hugs, you know. Still.
    1771 days ago
  • WENDYANNE61
    What a nightmare - that all sounds horrible! Glad you are confronting people who are talking bull about you - I was over 50 before I was able to do that - now I am making up for lost opportunities!
    I am a stress eater too, but for the past month I have told myself that cravings are not an emergency and I put a little plastic box of almonds and chewing gum in my purse instead! Only lost a pound, but am happy to have not become frantic too often for a change.... Hope your cell phones are fine again really soon, sweetheart!
    1771 days ago
  • BLUEJAY1969
    OH BOY! What a bad week Steph! I'm so sorry! There is just NO excuse for some people! Good for you for correcting that person at work! I am so glad that lady was caught trying to get away from the accident. I hope things work out for you on your phones!
    Many emoticon
    1771 days ago
  • DSJB9999
    Sorry to hear your difficulties Steph emoticon . You are SO worth it and walking round the park will be easier if you are a little lighter emoticon emoticon emoticon
    1771 days ago
  • SUGAR0814
    Hang in there! emoticon
    1772 days ago
  • IAMSUNNYHOWARD
    emoticon Well lets just hope that you used all your bad luck this past week and will have sunny skies and smooth sailing the rest of the year! As I said last blog.. it was a long month this week. But we have each other, and can laugh, maybe not now, but soon!
    1772 days ago
  • _CYNDY55_
    emoticon to you.
    1772 days ago
  • WHYTEBROWN
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  • 1CRAZYDOG
    OH my gosh, sweetie, that is BAD days! Hope that this week is better. Sorry that your acdt. was hacked. That would make me furious.

    That young lady trying to walk away fro hitting your Dad's car! THAT'S AWFUL. Glad you got to "speak to her!"

    good for you for confronting that person who wasn't getting the facts straight. Yup. . . you reach a certain age and it's just not scary to confront people who are not being honest! And when it's about you . . . well, not gonna happen!
    1772 days ago
  • DONNARADISCH
    Sorry to hear all the problems,I do know how you feel. Been going through stuff for a couple of weeks And I am a stress eater too. Praying that all will be well and I know you can get it back. One day at a time, even one moment at a time is great. emoticon
    1772 days ago
  • WALNUTT1961
    Oh no! That is terrible! I am a stress eater too. I hope everything gets worked out soon. So sorry.

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    1772 days ago
  • SUEARNOLD1
    And I thought my week started out bad . . . hope everything is finally settled down

    Back to your good habits .. . you can do it.

    Steph just remember - emoticon

    emoticon for a better next week!
    1772 days ago
  • DESERTDREAMERS
    Whoa, poor baby - what a horrible week! I would be stress eating, too. I had no idea someone could hack a phone account and upgrade without your knowledge - and why? Unless it's just to mess with you - I mean, what does the hacker get out of it $$ ? Isn't that basically the point in hacking accounts? To get $$?

    Good for you for confronting the story teller - and the hit & walker! Boom - busted, chica - pay up.

    Hey, here's something funny. I'm getting tweets from your boy Luke Bryan (OK, really the tweets start out as "popular in your network", and there's one from Blake Shelton, too). Every time I see anything about him, I think of you.
    1772 days ago
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  • PNCJMOM
    Sorry for your rough week. Hopefully everything gets cleared up with the phones. Tomorrow is a new day!
    1772 days ago
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