That Awkward Moment...
Sunday, August 07, 2016
That awkward moment when you feel like you SHOULD update but you don't want to relive the horror that has been your life the last few days!
I sure don't want to go through it all again, because it makes my blood pressure rise, and I am finally now just getting over things.
I will give you the biggest annoyance and the short version of that one detail of my madness...
Some buttheads decided to hack our cell phone account, upgrade our phones to iphones, which meant we could no longer use our phones. It took a week to sort this out, I had no phone for a week (and I do not have a house phone). Then we are told to go to the AT&T store to get our phones reactivated. While waiting for them to do that, my dad's car gets hit in the parking lot (luckily they saw her trying to walk away and saw her do it so she was stuck having to pretend like she wasn't trying to walk away, I yelled at her for sure LOL)... so then we find out they can't activate our phones because of the fraud. And the fraud department has to okay it but they are already closed for the day. So yeah that was the cluster to end all clusters.
Some drama at work about some girl taking a non story and turning it into a story, funny cuz I confronted her yesterday and told her that on her story that she was telling about me, I just wanted her to have the correct facts. Yeah you should have seen her stupid face... I have learned that now that I'm 30, I no longer play around. If you are wrong, and it concerns me I'm going to tell you.
So Wed-Fri was all crap. I ate and I ate, because I am a stress eater. That doesn't make it right, but it's how I react to stress. The funny part about that is the actual stress eating leads to more stress because it leads to weight gain and anxiety because of the overeating. So the fact I continue to do it makes NO SENSE. So I'm working on that. Yesterday was okay, I ate over my calories but still enough to have a slight calorie deficit. I am trying to make today a better day. I have to say part of me really wants to lose this weight and part of me doesn't give a tiny rats butt if I lose it. I am hoping that is just the stress talking... I guess time will tell.