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Sunday, July 24, 2016

I'm going to be 20 in a few weeks and it's really freaking me out. I can't imagine being 20 years old. It's causing me so much anxiety and depression, and it's seriously effecting my life. Going to work is getting harder and harder and I'm too nervous to start college again in the fall. I've been turning to drugs and they just make me numb and make it easier to go without food or sleep. I'm a wreck, and I need help
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    Please reach out for some help, a friend, family member, or even a hot line... And you can always count on me to listen and help you anyway I can! 😊❤️
    1264 days ago
    Turn away from the drugs please! Turning 20 was an emotional time for me too, but if you don't turn away from the drugs you might not make it to 21! Besides, 20 is young, and drugs will age you faster than anything. I'm praying that you find peace!
    1264 days ago
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    1309 days ago
  • DYANNE4293
    Find the nearest Narcotics Anonymous meeting and go!!!
    1310 days ago
  • RHOOK20047
    Welcome to SparkPeople. We are all here for the same reason, no matter what our personal story is. We are here to help each other to get to that healthy point we want to be in our lives. It is not going to be easy, but it is attainable. Make small goals and they will lead to big successes. You have to make you #1 and tell yourself that you are worth it. If you don't take care of yourself you can't take care of anyone else. If I can help you on your journey in any way, give me a shout out! Life is difficult at any age, the secret is taking it one day at a time. Get some help! You can do it! We are here to help! Welcome and get active on this site. emoticon
    1310 days ago
    Please reach out near you to find someone to help you through this. Being 20 should be an exciting time in your life! Don't give up!
    1310 days ago
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