how do i get out of this!
Wednesday, June 22, 2016
i have no idea how to keep the momento going, i seem to try things for awhile then lose interest or fail or just stop doing things and life gets in the way. whatever it is i keep stalling and starting. i dont want to do this anymore! I really want this. im biggest ive ever been, ive put another stone on in the last year and a few inches on my waist. bigger size in close. where does it end! i need to do something about this. i want to be more active, i want to be sucess ful. i feel like my weight is really holding me back. i feel like people are judging me for it. i dont know why i eat. is it comfort eating? is it pressure? is it lazyness?money? job? all of the above probably. i want/need to sort myself out!! here we go again!