Sunday, May 15, 2016
Weighed myself this morning and I was 156.4. Not as bad as I thought, but still not good! I have had a good breakfast, good lunch, and have plans for a nice dinner that keeps me under my calories. The problem, though, is DH decided to have a group of friends over tonight and everybody is bringing food. I get so weak in sticking to my plans. The people pleaser in me feels like I am going to offend if I don't try something of everything that others brought. Or the "paranoid me" feels like everybody is watching what I eat and someone is going to make a comment if I don't eat... thus having to explain my weight loss attempt- AGAIN, which opens me up for scrutiny at future events. ARGH!!!! My mind needs to stop going into overdrive thinking about these things! I am providing a raw veggie tray and I plan on munching on that this evening. PLUS saving room in my calories for a glass of Moscato after everyone leaves. I found the BEST wine and am going to use it as my reward for getting through the evening without binging. Thanks for listening!