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I Am Back! It Has Been A Long Time!

Monday, May 02, 2016

It has been well over a year since I have been on here. I really need to get back into the swing of things again. I am no longer comfortable in my skin. I have several medical conditions that I refuse to let get me down. Many that have seemed to have gotten worse over the past couple of years. I lost my mother in Oct 2014 and lost my boyfriend of 7 years in Aug 2015. He was my Best Friend, the love of my life, my Rock! I have been so lost without him. I am trying to get back to normal, whatever that is. I have learned to deal with my losses. It has not been easy. I miss my mother dearly. I have dedicated a corner of my garden to her. That has helped me a lot. It gives me a place to sit and talk to her. With Tony it is a little harder. He was a very personal person. He was the type of person who really did not have roots. He could not sit still as he always put it. He was my inspiration when it came to weight loss. He was my biggest supporter. He used to tell me all the time, "Do Not Let Life Get In The Way Of Life!" I really need to listen to what he said.
There have been many other changes to my life too. It is just me, my daughter and my granddaughter here. I am no longer working at Medical Billing. That was not my choice. I am trying to make money from home but it has not been easy. I am not sure I can go back to work at a 9-5 job. I have so many medical issues that will not allow me to sit at a desk for long periods of time. I will get past this.

I have reset all my goals here. I have gone back to just one team. My original team. I have to keep this as simple as possible to be able to keep up with it.
Time to start tracking everything again. I hope this helps.
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