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Friday, April 22, 2016

Ive been getting up at 5 or 6 every day and all day I have felt drained. This is because I never get to stay asleep through the whole night. My grandma wakes me at least 2 times every night. A couple weeks ago she woke me up at 330am and wouldnt stay in bed. I would get her back in bed and once I start to drift off I hear her at the gate. I needed sleep that night because I had to babysit that day.

I havent been to the gym in over 2 months and Im going crazy. Ive been rethinking about getting up at 4 to go in the mornings but that really is the only time I can go.

I can always just cancel my membership but I cant because to me thats the same as giving up. Plus I love the gym. This is my only time where I get to be by myself.

Now I would only be getting up at 4 3x a week and 5 on the other mornings. I know I cant take any naps because the girls I watch sleep at different times (3 yr old and 3 month old) and then there is my grandma. I cant nap because she could walk out the house and she has dementia. When i try to put her down for a nap she mostly just stays in bed for 10 minutes. I have to be in bed by 830 if I want this all to work out for me.

I need to go this Monday morning. This is very important to me and I cant give up.
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  • PASTORVIC
    It sounds tough. Is there any chance you can get respite care?
    1879 days ago
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