Friday, April 01, 2016
What makes you a strong person? I feel that I am a strong person, for the most part. I have an addiction. It is an addiction to sweets. This is not good as I am diabetic. I love chocolate. Well the fact is anything that is sweet. I could list and list and list all the yummy things I love. Yep, LOVE. That is a strong word too.
I am a strong person. I will beat my addiction to sweets. I know I can beat it. I just have to say no. My other strengths I can lean on. I'm very empathetic, I'm a good mom, I am passionate about things I believe in, I'm coming back to God, I've been wishy/washy about HIM. I'm a great friend. I'm good at my job, for the most part. I love without question. I'm fierce when it comes to my children and someone taking advantage of them. I have a good heart.
I love life. I want to live into old age. What scares me is..... will I have the money to survive? Will I end up on the street like so many homeless people in our town? Will I be one of those panhandler's sitting on the corner with my little dogs next to me, hoping for a handout? I'm not afraid to die. I know there is another place that I will be. I'll be with my Lord, my mom, dad, sister, grandparents and all those that have gone before me.
I'm feeling meloncoly after being sick so much this week I think.