Sunday, February 21, 2016
Not sure what is going on with me. I'm so angry at everyone and everything lately. Nothing I do or my family does makes me happy. I'm snapping at ppl for no reason. I'm angry at some of the tings I shouldn't be. I'm just upset.
I'm not sure what it is that's leading to it I have a lot going on so stress could be a factor. My job is stressful right now. I do deal with anxiety and depression but I've been taking medications and feel like that hasn't changed.
I just don't know what to do with myself.
I'm working out every day and eating healthy. I've been talking to others about what I've been experiencing and I Dont know what is leading to all the anger at myself and others. I'm trying really hard not to take it out on my fiancee or his son buts hard when u work all day and come home to dirty dishes not for or laundry never put away and still waiting for it to be out away....after 3 days. It's hard when u have chores for his son but they aren't getting done. When his room Is a mess and there are toys every where plus u find out he has been lying about putting clothes away and nothing is on hangers in his room. I'm just exhausted. I Don't know if all these things are adding up and I'm just getting stressed and it's leading to my anger with myself and others. I'm going away next weekend and I'm hoping that the break will help. All I can think of is... the house is going to fall apart when I leave.
Does anyone else ever feel this way? How do u get thru it? How do u not want to kill ur kids when they aren't doing their chores ? How do u not knock sense into ur loved one when they aren't helping? ? Thanks for reading and hopefully I don't Come across as stupid, uncaring or ungrateful crazy person that is complaining