1st Blog - Letting Go
Thursday, December 24, 2015
So... This isn't easy. I'm a private person and also an introvert. I don't usually put myself in positions where there is a possibility for judgement and I certainly don't like attention focused on me, but I am going to try this and hope for the best.
Today was a good day! I stayed within my dietary guidelines for only the second time since we arrived at my in laws house last Friday. I could not walk/jog or really even get outside today because of the rain and storms. I did go bowling with our five year old grand twins and it was a lot of fun. One of the twins and I had a BLAST dancing for about 30 minutes to Christmas music. We giggled and danced! So, I at least moved around a little and did not just sit on this dreary day. The pic is of my Christmas music dancing partner. LOVE, LOVE, LOVE HIM!!!
I haven't weighed myself since last Friday. I am afraid of what I will find. I've been trying to live a healthier life for about 3 weeks now. I dropped 5 pounds in the first week of healthy eating and exercising. I lost nothing during the second week and now i really just don't want to know. Especially since I have been off track with food and exercise this week. This week has been difficult with all the Holiday food and the dreary rainy weather. It'll soon get better and I can better control my meals and I can go to the gym. I miss the gym!!!
Anybody else share my struggles?