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Thursday, October 22, 2015

Well I gained all but 26 pounds back of the 80 I lost. I am rather disgusted with myself.. however I am going to take control of my eating. I did it once and I can do it again. I eat out of boredom or just because I love food. I will start eating healthier foods and trying to get myself off sugar again. I am a member at a gym with a pool and I will set a goal to get there a couple time a week. But like last time I will make changes one at a time so I don't quit. I feel like I have lost myself.. my happiness.. my joy and love for life. I use to be so full of life and now I feel I lost it all.. and need to fake it when around others to hide what I lost. I know this journey will not be easy but it will be worth it.
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  • LHACKING13
    This is exactly how I feel today. Thank you for sharing. It helps to know I'm not alone. Onward and upward. We can only improve.
    2025 days ago
  • ZRIE014
    you know what you want to do. have a nice day.
    2025 days ago
  • 2DAWN4
    Wow! I could have written this blog about 1 month ago. But now I am back on my weight loss journey and feeling good!

    You can do this! You go get 'em!
    2025 days ago
  • ARMYMAMABEAR
    You can do it! You are empowering yourself by taking these healthy steps and you will regain your joy!!!
    2025 days ago
  • no profile photo KCCORTSTER
    Good for you, grabbing the reins and taking back control! Toy can doooooo it!
    2025 days ago
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