Tuesday, July 21, 2015
So, tonight is night one for me and I guess starting day one tomorrow. There's a lot of change occurring in my life right now, but I am realizing that the biggest change needs to start with me. Once again I am at this cross roads were my health has to come first.
Strangely enough I have been here before. Not only with the weight loss, I've been a yoyo dieter since I was in high school. But I've been here emotionally before in regards to where my life stands and what's before me. But more on that later.
I am a mother of two, and a wife, and my attention always goes to others before myself. I am fairly certain this is a common thread for most of us. It's time now to focus on me. If I don't I won't be here for my children. Or my family.
So I start today with admitting when I am. I'm at 257 pounds, 5 pounds below where my heaviest has ever been, and not living anywhere near my potential. It's not acceptable, & I no longer accept it.
Here I am, this is me, and for the last time this is me at 257. Feel free to join me on this journey if you like, I promise not to disappoint!