Wednesday, June 17, 2015
It's just me dropping by the say
. The title of my blog came this morning as I was checking my emails. Spark always sends emails and the one with the motivational blogs came on. Now here is my thing, I don't climb mountains and probably never will, I don't like to cook and that isn't going to change. I don't run marathons though I have done three
I"m just me like I said. I get up each day I have my two cups of coffee while I check my emails and Spark, faithfully i've done this for seven years. I have 216 days on the spark wheel to prove my devotion. But I' m not a success story. I'm still a work in progress. I haven't had that AHA moment in a very long time, but I hold out hope that it will happen again. You know that feeling when it all just clicks and the ball finally starts rolling back down hill? Yup i'm still holding out for that. I guess what i'm saying is i'm just ME. I go to work and I work hard, some days I don't want to exercise, weigh my foods, or count darn calories. I want to get up and do what I want, I want to come home and veg. I just sometimes want to not have to stress about my weight. I just want to be me.
Of course the flip side of that is that ME right now is unhappy, uncomfortable, and just plain unmotivated to get and smaller. Showing me motivation through someone that has done the hard work and won should make me want to get up and do it also, but it doesn't. Show me someone that cooks a quick dinner, while reading the mail, washing the dishes left from breakfast, and in between folding laundry and still finds time to weigh, measure, count, plan, and track and i'm listening. Because really i'm just ME.
So I end this with a thanks for all Spark does give me. All the options I have available to me, but I choose not to use. Hey i'm busy in my world and I don't have time to do all that I could do on here. I would never get much done if I stayed on here like that.