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Another Off Day

Wednesday, May 13, 2015

I will really be happy when I have less of these. I do notice they directly relate to interactions with the ex, so...I'm doing my best to limit those interactions right now. He's not making it easy.

Tonight is my night without the kids...which sucks. Thankfully I have a lot of editing photos to finish up, so hopefully I'll finish the night with a super healthy dinner and lots of editing to finish up that work before my Senior Viewing Session on Saturday.

...and he just texted me...




The foot has been hurting a bit more today. That's disappointing.
I'm out of Tylenol and can't afford to buy more until Friday.
I wrote down today for my counseling session...it's not until tomorrow.


Remember when I used to be so sure of myself?! I totally miss that!
Praying this body comes back to me so I can get my self-esteem up a bit more.
Being slowed down by physical ailments isn't helpful AT ALL to the inner peace I'm looking for.

Anyhow...I checked in. That's about all I can ask of myself today.
No pearls of wisdom...just logging whatever happens...
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    I can relate to what you are going through although it was many years ago reading your blogs it seems like yesterday.
    The one thing I can tell you is that it gets better....time is all that it takes.
    You are doing the best you can for now and that is all you should expect of yourself.
    As women we always expect way more of ourselves than we should.
    It is nice to see you blogging. Just remember we are all here for you!
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    2194 days ago
    Keep the updates coming! I hope your evening of editing is very successful! I am sure your photos are beautiful!
    2195 days ago
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    I'm so sorry you ex is a such a jerk that he literally ruins your day. That's exceptionally sucky. :-(

    Having to deal with physical aliments is never fun. I have a bad back and have had asthma for like I"m thinking 30 years now so I feel your pain.

    All you can do sometimes is show up and you did. Your days will get better. You'll be sure of yourself again! You can do it.
    2195 days ago
  • ERIN1128
    Glad you're continuing to check in. Hang in there!
    2195 days ago
    Hey! You are showing up - and life is what it is - a series of ups and downs.

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    ~Irish emoticon
    2195 days ago
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