Wednesday, April 08, 2015
Last year I found out that my cousin will be getting married in October of 2015. My goal was to be at my goal weight by then. I had over a year to make it but now I have only 6 months. It is my own fault that I have done nothing to reach my goals. Yes I did join a gym but I haven't been yet. But Im going TODAY!! My aunt will be home around 5 and soon after she gets home we are all heading to the gym. My aunt has knee issues and my gram is a diabetic with a sore on her toe (so she has to wear a bootie) so they are going to do bikes. Im just going to walk and feel out the gym. See where things are and plan out my routine.
I need to start getting up every morning at 4am to go to the gym. We have only one car and Im my grams caregiver so this is the only time I have for myself. It will be so hard at first but I will get use to it. Just have to tell myself that I can nap when I get home.
I have to eat better. Its that simple. I notice that if I plan things out I can actually stick with it. It will be hard because there are 2 other people here that just eat what they want. I just have to tell myself that they will eat what I fix them because I am the one that does all the cooking. I have to be the one here to put their foot down on eating better.
I AM going to get this done.
I AM going to reach my goals.
I AM going to do it all the healthy way and not starve my self and exercise for hours everyday.
I AM going to keep my confidence level on high.