Sunday, January 18, 2015
This past year one of my friendships ended and I still wonder about this friend but the last time I tried to call her it was 11 min of strained conversation and awkwardness. I am not sure why it ended but maybe she has outgrown me. I am lonely but am relatively happy with where my life is right now I got a great job that I really like working at a daycare center. I'm trying to pack better lunches and have lost some weight already. One of the perks of this job is that I can get a free gym membership. So I have to go check that out because its close to my job and my co workers will take me on lunch. I have realized that I cant change how my former friend feels but I can change how I feel so instead of being bitter which was very tempting. Im going to go work out here at home and make dinner instead.