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Monday, October 27, 2014



Good morning Divas, Guys & Dolls,

So far today, my day has started out really good, I have several appointments, one that I really don't want to go to, but for the sake of Social Security, I really don't have a choice. But, I am not going to let it put a damper on the direction it allow the day to go in.

I am really trying so hard to be upbeat about this whole ordeal, but I just feel that I was dealt the wrong hand, but I know that the "Almighty" has his reasons for doing everything that he does, I just don't see it right now, it just hasn't become crystal clear yet for me. I can't wait until I get that "ah ha" moment.

But until then, I will keep on keeping on until something gives.........I refuse to let any of this defeat me, I beat Breast Cancer and I plan to beat the aftermath of what it caused..........I still have a lot of unfinished business, like seeing my grand baby when he or she arrives in April of next year........so with this being said......"THIS TOO SHALL PASS".....

This picture says how I really feel right now, but this will eventually fade and I will be the kind, loving person I once was..... .... I am a frustrated individual who is mad that chemo stole my livelihood and refuses to give it back, so now I have to take it back and I am not 20 years of age, so it's a much slower process now.....

Anyhow, I'n not asking anyone to feel sorry for me, because I beat Breast Cancer, now I have to clean up the damage it caused along the way and one things for sure, I am good at cleaning house, just not as fast.........lmbo............

EVERYONE, have a beautiful and blessed day!!!!!!
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  • GR8TAWK-N-2-U
    You have already proved that you are not a quitter. emoticon emoticon

    2381 days ago
  • MY9STONEJOURNEY
    YOU ARE A CHAMPION!!!! EVERYTHING that CANCER and TREATMENT took from you will be REPLENISHED I CLAIM it in his NAME.

    Have a wonderful day emoticon
    2382 days ago
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