Wednesday, October 22, 2014
Ready for more torture...
Okay, no, seriously. I need to do something. I need to get my head on straight. It's going to be baby steps. I'm not going to be good company for a while. I'm in the fake it 'til you make it stage and trying to focus on the positives when all I can think is, "It HURTS!" If you aren't in the headspace for a little negativity dump, you can come back when I'm back where I need to be mentally...but I can only give what I've got and I need this space for me right now, not to be motivational for others.
I'll come back with a plan when I have one.
Right now the plan is to show up. As much as possible. With as clear a head as possible.