Sad day but I knew it had to happen
Wednesday, October 08, 2014
Well today my hubby tried to protect me from knowing that Nipper had to be put down. I knew it was coming she was no longer happy and couldn't walk anymore. In the past 4 days she wouldn't even eat her favorite food "chicken". Hubby took me to fitness class came in and said I have to go do something and I will be right back.. I knew then he was taking her to be put down. I know it was the right choice, just hard to let her go. She was my baby and when I went in the hospital for nearly a month she drove them crazy looking for me. When I did come home she made ever step I was trying to make and would not let me out of her sight. Incase them crazy men took me away again.. I know she is free and running and bounding around like she use to now.. Just take me a while to get past it. I am trying my best to stay away from the kitchen. I know it would be so easy to try to medicate me with food. I have a large sign on my fridge that says do no feed the pain.. Only feed the hunger.. Seems to work most time..