Loved all the time (happy birthday dad)
Friday, September 05, 2014
I heard a song on UP tv to be loved by God as I am right now. I prefer loved as I am now, loved as I work towards healthier me, loved when I am sick and well. Loved by Jesus and myself all the time is the best!
I found out my tumour is carcinoid and growing. It isnt in the way of my bronchii but it can go few more months. The doctor will do another scan then. I am working out but not to hard. I am looking for positives or affirmations in each day. It is helping. I do have stay on blood thinner to december for now.
Today is my dad's birthday. He past away several years ago. i think that he would be proud of me going through chemo, radiation, Pulmonary Embolism, and working full time, working out when I can, raising a family, married for 29 years. Started my chemo last year on his birthday too. I was scared but it worked out fine. I went alone but felt my family with me. My dad, mom, one sister, aunt went through cancer treatments too. Good to have angels, family around you being support always.