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Sunday, July 20, 2014

I don't even know where to start. It's been awhile. I lost my mom last Year. Which feels like it is killing me. I don't feel like anyone even understands the pain I'm in. I put on a bunch of weight. I got up to 193. I am now down to 161. I've been biking a lot. I put on my ipod & just go at it. My Marriage has been just really stinking terrible. I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't want to hurt anybody but I am tired of hurting. Anyone understand that? He doesn't like a damn thing about me. Sometimes wish he would just let go....
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  • JIBBIE49
    1716 days ago
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    2413 days ago
    Yeh...good to see you again. I lost my mom in 2009. I never gets easier. Good for you for getting the pounds off. Welcome back.
    2413 days ago
    I'm so sorry about your mom!!! I have been though that too and it is the hardest thing I've ever gone through. My heart goes out to you.

    I hate to hear this about your marriage too. I had a lot of problems in my first marriage. It's very hard to deal with.

    I am really glad you are back though and hope you will stick around. emoticon
    2414 days ago
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