R is for returning
Thursday, May 24, 2007
I continue to exercise regularly and I'm not losing. I'm not doing the program right, so I'm leaving. Thanks, Sparks for this is a great web-site!
R is for returning, relationships, another avenue--went to Jenny Craig out of curiosity, and I just can't afford it. period. I think that the personalized coaching might be nice, but ????? can't afford it.
Relationships. March 17--Have you seen a rope? Look closely at it. It is like lots of little threads twisted together. Well, last night I went through a cycle of grieving for the relationship which I said goodbye to in February, that is to be expected. While I was feeling the loss, I also had a secondary feeling. I also recognized the feeling that I wanted to sooth that loss by eating. This is probably one of the first times that I could recognize that I wanted to emotinal eat. Usually, it's more subtle. Usually, I find myself stuffing my face. I'm not sure why, but I didn't feel the need to respond to the emotional eating.
Returning--well, I just thought that I was quitting. It seems that it's my turn to be one of the leaders for the new people, mine is on 6/3.....and well, as a teacher, I have found that I have to learn to do things right if I'm teaching it. It happened that way with fractions, never quite understood them until I tutored a sixth grader. Because I had to explain it, I had to have an understanding of it. I learned them better as well. Perhaps the same will happen. For I guess, I've never been very good at having a double standard.