happy??? mothers day
Sunday, May 11, 2014
so, as i was getting ready to do dishes today, thinking to myself how i'm supposed to be eating (physical therapy diet program), how my family (mostly hubs) wont stop buying me junk, how my hubs is sleeping in all weekend, and playing his games, and spending long days/night out with his friends, and going to the movies, and here i am, standing in front of a huge mound of dishes, while dealing with fighting kids, my moms words of "is it you wanting to exercise, or is it your husband" ringing in my ears from last night (when i tried to work out)... and all i could think this morning is i'm not worth it. i'm not worth being fit. i'm not worth taking care of myself. it really hurts when you get to that point.