Intruder kicked in my door and got this mama bear ALL fired up!
Wednesday, March 12, 2014
Last night was my first full night of sleep without needing to be in my man's safe arms...Last Monday night some guy ( high as a kite &/or bat s#!t crazy) kicked in our front door and ran on it! The kiddos and I were home. I was a loud, scary, and crazy mean and he decided to leave. On his way out of my house I slammed the front door on him as hard as I could repeatedly. Hopefully I busted a few fingers that last slam!
I am so embarrassed to say that I was woefully unprepared. Very scary for us and my mind has been swirling since then. All the "what ifs" & thoughts of where to go from here. I have been a mess to say the least. They kiddos seem to be fine just more aware of thier surroundings. No one but the intruder was injured.
My husband is a trucker and is home most weekends. This is tearing him up inside.
He feels as though he is our protector and he should have been here. I remind him that is all happened soooo fast and even if he were at a local job it would have been too far away. A friend of the family came and helped me fix the door to close it that night.
He was arrested and is currently still in jail. I have put a few safety measures into place and brushed up on my firearm how to. He pissed off this mama bear and I am all on the defensive! lol But last night I DID finally get a full night of sleep. I feel triumphant! I feel more prepared. In some odd way it reminded me that I can not properly protect my kiddos at my weight. I was much to slow. What a wake up call for my sorry excuse makin' @$$.
So I am back on the train! gonna start with that 38# I had lost before hubby starting trucking and I got all depressed.