CHAT I HAD WITH GD THIS AFTERNOON, AFTER I HAVE DEBATING TO GO OR NOT TO MEET THIS GROUP A SPF TOLD ME ABOUT.
ME..IM GOING OUT TONIGHT TO MEET NEW PEOPLE. VERY NERVOUS. LOL
BRIT.....................and what people ?
ME...A FRENCH GROUP THAT MEET TO HELP PEOPLE WHO ARE LEARNING
FRENCH. BUT ITS ALSO SOCIAL, SOMETIMES THEY VISIT EXPOS &STUFF
I NEED TO MAKE A NEW LIFE
BRIT...yeah you do and you'll do fine you are like the most outgoing person i know grandmaman
ME...THAT'S WHAT I WANT YOU TO THINK BUT I AM A CHICKEN SH-T...LOL
BRIT...not my grandmaman she can do anything ! she joined a red hat society and
and everyone loved her ! and when you lived at cameron, you went down stairs to play card games and stuff and every time i was there everyone said such such good things about you
ME..YOU MAKE ME CRY, I NEEDED THAT VOTE OF CONFIDENCE. FOR SURE, NOW I AM GOING.
THANK YOU LOVE
BRIT...its what i do cause i know you would do the same for me I love you grandmaman ! so so so so much
I HAD NO CHOICE BUT GO AFTER THAT. I PULLED UP MY BIG PANTIES (LOL KAREN) AND WENT. VERY HAPPY I DID.
SMALL GROUP, 2. ME AND A YOUNG BOY WHICH GOES TO UNIVERSITY. HE BEGAN LEARNING FRENCH, BY HIMSELF, 3 WEEKS AGO AND I WAS IMPRESSED HOW HE COULD SPEAK. THE TEACHER IN ME CAME BACK IN NO TIME. I LOVED IT.
WE WENT FOR A WALK AFTER TO SEE SOMETHING NEW DOWNTOWN BUT IT WAS MORE DIFFICULT FOR HIM TO CONCENTRATE ON THE CONVERSATION.
I WILL GO AGAIN NEXT WEDNESDAY, AND MAYBE MEET OTHER PEOPLE.
NO MORE BUTTERFLIES, JUST A GREAT FEELING OF CONQUERING A FEAR.