DietBet, the New Year, and being DONE Maintaining...
Sunday, December 29, 2013
I'm not going to lie ... hitting -200 pretty much turned me into a lazy mess.
My lowest was 186.6 .... and right now, Im 196.4.
I pretty much stay around 194 though...
I HATE IT! I hate that I lack all motivation to kick but again! Where is the girl that lost 20 lbs in the first month of Sparking?! Where is the girl that dropped 70 lbs?! Why is she lost?! Why have I forgotten about portion control? About broccoli instead of fries (that I don't even like by the way!) Where is the runner? The Yoga do-er? She got complacent that's where she is ... In the land of "I can eat what I want and stay under 200 ... so why bother making an effort?!"
Onderland is this elusive dream for those of us overweight and obese... When you get there, the excitement sorta fades ... Or it did for me anyway.
I need to do something ... I need to focus on myself (and my poor disgustingly messy house!) and make an effort. I find Im most motivated when I have others to motivate. I led a team on here for a long time, but I abandoned it. I got lazy. I got complacent ....
I found DietBet a few weeks ago from a Blogger that was starting one. I thought .. hmm .. that would motivate me to motivate others! Also, it would be really fun! And short term, so I wouldn't have to feel like it was taking over!
So I created one ... I posted it in my status but here it is again:
Please consider joining (or at least checking it out...) Id hate for the first DietBet I try to flop! We all need a little bit of motivation! Maybe this will work for someone! I sure hope it works for me! :)