Encouragement needed...please =)
Wednesday, November 06, 2013
It has been about a year since I posted a blog on Spark. I've been on and off since that time.
If you have time in your busy day, would you please take a moment to say:
1. What is working for you?
2. How do you feel about yourself - really feel?
3. Are you worth it?
4. What have you sacrificed?
5. What have you gained?
For me, I struggle with doing things for me. I'm right at the tipping point of being ready for change. I hate who I have been and I'm working on being someone I can tolerate. I figured if I asked for suggestions/tips/just plain encouragement, you would not let me down!
I do not have a big support system. It is really bipolar - if you will.
I have a husband who is critical and disparaging. He is very fit, eats whatever he wants, and does what he wants. Also-wants me to do it all w/o helping me.
The other side of the coin are people who tell me I look just fine - don't worry about it!! Not a whole lot of workout buddies available.
I am looking to silence the voice of criticism and banish the status quo voice so that I can really lose the 45 pounds that I need to in order to be healthy.
I KNOW that being healthy will not make my husband any more palatable, and I need to really clean up the messes that I've made in my life.
Please....feel free to comment. Thank you in advance!!