I finally broke down
Tuesday, September 03, 2013
I have been trying very. Hard to keep it all together - my health issues -I feel fine but I have diabetes & some associated issues, my husband seems to be getting Alzheimer's & now I have "early non-invasive breast cancer". I'm going to see The chief of Breast surgery tomorrow. I don't wish to be mutilated. No one does.
I'm trying to help my husband in every way that I can including paperwork. But when I asked him to sign his autograph on a document he became obsessed with the account numbers & instead of his signature he wrote the number on top of where I had written it. That's when I lost it. I broke down crying like a baby. I am all alone in this. He's yelling at me to stop like I was crying on purpose. I couldn't stop. I realized that it was about time for me to cry. I am entitled. I don't have to be the rock of Gibraltar 24/7. It was cathartic !