The weak week
Friday, February 22, 2013
This week has been pressing and I have not loved myself. Got my new car wednesday and yesterday I suddenly allowed myself to be happy about it:
It is neat and filled with finesses I haven´t found yet, but overall it is a problem solved that has hanged over me all autumn, I know I had to do something about my old car and now I can relax for a couple of years (providing this car is as good as it seems...)
Tax office wants my papers - I have left it to them but succeeded in "forgetting" it a couple of days and I feel a lot of anxiety. I know there will be questions and remark and probably money to pay and it is of course better to know what is coming instead of just waiting for the axe to fall. But this really stresses me a lot, as soon as somebody says economy I start to cry...
Health control showed high blood pressure - but this sort of spurs me more than scares me for the moment. I have another check next month and intend to do my best to change until then, it gives me something to do and an action plan - I am very good with action plans at start...the problem is to keep it going as a lifestyle.
Business edition deadline is coming up and as always I start to feel stressed a week in advance.
On the good side - I had really fun at the song writing lecture at the university, I managed to write a song that I think is good enough as assignment and I tuned my ukulele for the first time ever.
I just have to keep breathing and accept life as it is. It is just as it is supposed to be.