Fighting with Myself
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
I'm trying so hard to keep myself motivated. To keep myself pushing but I'm just sliding off.
In December I was so happy because I lost 40lbs. 6 weeks later I've lost a WHOOPING 5lbs.
Its not my body. I'm not at a plateau. I just am not trying. I bagged most of my old pants. I even bought a bunch of size 9/10 and medium shirts to help motivate me to lose another size. I got a membership to the gym a couple weeks ago.
Maybe too much temptation in my home?
I'm struggling. I'm doing my best to hand in there. I have to believe that if I poke and push hard enough that I will finally stumble into something.
I'm going to plan my meals and pack some early lunches before I hit the gym. Maybe swimming. I love to swim and maybe it will help motivate me to keep my nutrition in check. That has been my problem. My eating habits are horrible lately. My drive to lose weight has been lackluster. I look in the mirror and I see so many "flaws".
Maybe I just need a daily dose of sparkpeople to keep me in check.
Would be nice when the Girls Scouts stop selling thin mints in the grocery store!!!!!!!