Aaaa this gut.

Well I was doing so good at not worrying about the post baby belly but lately it's really starting to bug me. And I think I've been bloated the last couple of days so that makes it look even worse. I know it can't magically dissapear but oh my gosh does it make me mad. And what makes things even WORSE is that I'm still using my pregnancy pants because that's the only thing that fits right now besides sweat pants. And I was okay with that but then when I look down it looks like if I was 3 months preggars. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, but I don't even want to try on any of my jeans cause I already know what's going to happen. I won't even dare doing that until I get down to atleast 175. Cause right when I got pregnant I was 172 and my clothes were already not fitting me quite right. I sure don't want to go out and buy any clothes cause that would be like I'm accepting being like this, and I'm NOT. So to me that would be a waste of money. Man o man this is frustrating. But I will vent about it and move on.