2012 ....not over yet... I still have much to do!
Saturday, December 22, 2012
I'm determined not to end this year in a bad way. I don't care what is going on in my life. I'm going to end this year on a positive note!
Taking care of me has to be my top priority! But I feel so selfish stating this. I need to let go of guilt because GUILT makes me not eat right, not exercise every day.. and it makes me too tired to make me a priority.
Yes... I have to be my best to take care of others in my life... but I also need peace as well.
My parents are both in an assisted living facility....... going to see them tomorrow. They are safe and cared for..both have alzeheimers and need constant supervision.... something I can't do nor can my sisters and brother. Knowing they are safe is a relief .. helps me sleep at night...well, almost, it's been a crazy ride.
And so much going on with my house....things breaking down needing way too many repairs...but I'm managing. But I must say...work is great. I enjoy going there every day. An escape? yes. I have friends there, really wonderful people, and I like being busy and helping people.
So...2012...... you are not over yet. I still have things I want to accomplish... and more detailed goals to set for 2013.... I'm going to end this year on a positive note and 2013... I'm going to totally rock you!!!!! Look out!!
Keep Sparking..it works... use all the tools, track your food and exercise... it WORKS!