Thursday, November 15, 2012
This is the part of the program where I become a failure. This is the familar part of the process where I do really well and then I just stop. I haven't exercised in weeks my eating habits are horrible again and I am just completely failing. I hate this so much and if I wasn't feeling horrible enough a family member just had to kick me when i was down. "When was the last time you exercised?" That's just what the hell I needed...NOT! This is why I don't tell people my hopes, dreams, or goals. I get it I know I'm a failure I really didnt need the reminder, but its my damn fault you'd think I'd learn by now not to ever tell people what I'm trying to do because when I fail it will get thrown back in my face. I know that may not be the intention but thats what it feels like and I'm just over it.