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Thursday, October 11, 2012

Im exhausted right now, but still need to workout since I was too busy to get it done earlier. Hubby came home and wasnt feeling well so the help that I usually get around 4pm I didnt really get at all, he tried till about dinner time, but once we ate he was done for the night. So I had to do bath time with my daughter and clean the kitchen (which was fine since I do a WAY better job at it then he does). But now I am exhausted since I just spent the last 45mins cleaning and my back hurts from standing doing dishes for so long, so now I am dreading doing my workout though I know i will feel good as soon as I start it. So I guess this is just a blog about me whining lol!

That and I have been craving something sweet Ive been trying to curb it with apples and my greek yogurt but I almost broke down today and make cake pops! Which isn't too horrible as long as i have only 1 and then my hubby gets the rest out of the house so I am not tempted to eat more.

Tomorrow is Thursday and at a middle school near me they have open gym volleyball its $4 at the door and you get to play from 7 to 9. I want to go sooo bad since I LOVE volleyball but everytime I try to make plans to go with my friend she ends up flaking on me. I dont know if I'm just scared or what but I feel way uncomfortable going alone, like since I dont know what exactly its like I dont want to walk into a click or something. I mean I get judged unfairly ALOT when it comes to playing volleyball, I may not look like I know how to play or be any good at it since Im fat but I kicka$$, always have and always will. I played in high school and won MVP for my team so I may look chunky but I can move LOL. I cant wait till my body reflects what I can really do!! I need to grow a pair of balls and just go and see what its like and if no one wants to play with me their loss and ill get a refund!! Alright enough blogging i really do need to work out before i lose all motivation!
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  • CLH722
    Finding motivation is the hardest part of this battle. I have certainly found it easier the more results I have seen so really, if you can just force yourself for a month or two, it should get a lot easier.

    And DEFINITELY go to volleyball, even if you have to go alone. I know it's hard to do stuff on your own, especially when you are nervous about how you will be received (been there!) but from experience, I can say that everything I have ever done alone because I couldn't get someone to join with me has ended up being a really positive experience. There is a lot of bravery in doing things on your own...most people don't have enough courage to do it...but it does get easier.

    Hope you are having a great day so far!
    2970 days ago
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