50 Old wounds...
Monday, October 08, 2012
My daugter mails a happy message - her sister, my bonus daoughter is pregnant and having a baby in march.
I mail my daughter that she is going to be the best little aunt ever... and then I cry a lot bcause this tears the wounds from last year when that precious bonus daughter married – and I was not invited to that marriage. And I can understand that it was too comlicated to have me there with her father and all, but I was hurt that she could not write me and tell me that. I managed to tell her that I thought it was hurtful and not very fair to me that have been good to her all time her father and me lived together and we also continued to have a good relation efter the spearation.
Now I will write her another letter, with congratulations for the baby and invite her to my 60th birthdayparty... I will not let her father decide what kind of realiton she and I have.
Not my best day today.