Monday, September 17, 2012
So today I went to get my results for all of the blood work that I got last week. Turns out that the reason I keep losing and gaining the same 10 pounds is because I have hypothyroidism. Not so happy about that. On one hand it's great knowing why I'm working as hard as I am and nothing is showing on the scale BUT I do not want this. I don't want another pill to take every day. I don't want the risk of infertility. I don't want the high cholesterol that it can cause. I am ONLY 32 years old. WHAT IS GOING ON??? I'm so frustrated with my body and I know that I need to keep up with everything but it's like when is enough enough.
On another note tomorrow my dad is going in for surgery that is at least 5 hours long and it is going to a tricky one. Please send up some prayers for him.